Fire Maiden – Karina Bush

March 19, 2019

KARMA MAN

Living my karma
Via you

I asked to be degenerate
And life brought

Your constant dissolution

I chose my

Innate ability to harm myself

Can learn every lesson but this selfish
Drive to have the spectrum

Of intense

Like karma

My punishment memory
Is long

When your time comes
Don’t cry for sympathy
You picked first

You were fully grown
You entered our vow to
Execute sufficient misery

 

TAKE MY HAIR

Take my hair

Like before

Take me into the woods
Drag me into the woods
I want to kiss you

Put me against that tree
Wet morning tree

Use your other hand now
I’m helpless
Hand in my dress

Captured by a bad man
Nobody for miles

I’m going to get molested
And leave my knickers there
For the perverts

 

HUMAN

I know I’ve made you
So angry

You hate me

I’m aroused
First time

I’ve done this

To someone

I’ve had it done to me
Taken years off my life
Unrecognisable state
I want you

To answer my question

Can you bring the human
Out of another person
Beyond capacities

The inner deformity
The freak you keep

In your attic

And ever look at them
The same again?

 

THIS MORNING

Done until I limped

Into the sun

Every man looked at me
So curious
I think they could smell me
Smell what he did

How I liked it

They wanted a bit

There was light in everything
Inner light – clear

Not normally visible

Like what I saw in him
My Prince

Light in the trees
Leaning in

They could smell me too
Raw like them

Raw as nature is

 

CLAWS

He swears

He didn’t think it

Claws

Were already growing

Out of my ribs

No going back

Can’t take back a thought
Hyperpink bitch extensions
Spraying out of my gut
Clawing for the thoughtform
I think I’m stronger
Than my self-control