Semiferal Snail – Marina Trufanova
December 16, 2025
I take the lesson to heart, then I dilate like time around gravity,
little me lodged inside your iris. I am a thin and continuous
pizza man. But you don’t want pizza. When you pass through me,
you never know you’ve touched me. When I call you at night,
you only hear a faint synthesized voice confirming your order.
You think it’s some kind of joke. Contortion-love, paraphrase,
I take the lesson and make it my prisoner. Dreaming of baby frost,
of human skin spread thin over the rough coast; beautiful things,
dolphins crawl up the sand, their fins flailing like proto-arms,
their rubber skin shredded by gravel as they fail to deliver.
You want to undress their address, remove heavy magnets
from their mushy hearts and throw them into the ocean, soft tissue
closing around the wound. I am getting baptized or drowning.
Then you close your eyes, and time stops for me. Semiferal snail,
compulsion, I crawl inside your ear while you are asleep. In a pit
of your regular coma, I nurse your exhaust; I listen; I nibble
on everything you didn’t know about yourself. Your underside
is a room of portraits gnawed out of their frames. I eat faces
and leave untouched the space they’ve carved open in me.