Six-Legged Boy Toy – Coleman Bomar
August 17, 2023
uber eats day shift
smoothies fill my freezer bag
like kidney transplants
young penis envy
locker room shower slap ass
guys spray their armpits
pornhub on my phone
finally found that one clip
I am so happy
Idk who to blame for all this caring.
You say you’re scared of whales dying
and fundamentalist Christianity.
As a child, I was scared of cryptids,
quick sand and nuclear weapons.
Somehow I’m more and less scared
of the dark now.
I’ve always worried about getting raped, which is weird because
I like being sexually dominated.
My relationship with fear is fuckboy-esque.
I was afraid of an X girlfriend
until she blackmailed me with a dick pic,
threatening to post on Facebook
unless I bought her Louboutins.
We made up years ago.
Now, I’m scared of dying without enemies
because that’s proof
of not really living your life.
I just open my computer, the world screams
and it’s impossible
to close my eyes, say whatever.
I wish I hated everyone, but I’m scared
we won’t survive much longer.
As a weakling, I’m afraid of necessary pain.
I worry about disappointing my dad.
Idk who I need to kill to wake up.