Six-Legged Boy Toy – Coleman Bomar
August 17, 2023
antidepressants
erectile dysfunction
sildenafil pills
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uber eats day shift
smoothies fill my freezer bag
like kidney transplants
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young penis envy
locker room shower slap ass
guys spray their armpits
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pornhub on my phone
finally found that one clip
I am so happy
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Idk who to blame for all this caring.
You say you’re scared of whales dying
and fundamentalist Christianity.
As a child, I was scared of cryptids,
quick sand and nuclear weapons.
Somehow I’m more and less scared
of the dark now.
I’ve always worried about getting raped, which is weird because
I like being sexually dominated.
My relationship with fear is fuckboy-esque.
I was afraid of an X girlfriend
until she blackmailed me with a dick pic,
threatening to post on Facebook
unless I bought her Louboutins.
We made up years ago.
Now, I’m scared of dying without enemies
because that’s proof
of not really living your life.
I just open my computer, the world screams
and it’s impossible
to close my eyes, say whatever.
I wish I hated everyone, but I’m scared
we won’t survive much longer.
As a weakling, I’m afraid of necessary pain.
I worry about disappointing my dad.
Idk who I need to kill to wake up.